Prophecy of the End of Times: The Tear Drop and the Waterfall
Described in Question and Answer Format
between Mike and Shelley
This prophecy took place over the time span of a few weeks, here and there,
in the fall of 2007. I remember when I had the final prophecy and it brought all
of the pieces together. Up until that time, I didn’t even mention these
happenings to Mike. I just had the barest concept that they were happening. Then
in one evening, oddly during a trip to our local video dealer, I had the full
and final Prophecy. I remember looking at Mike and saying, "I have seen and
lived the end of times."
He looked, understandably, a bit shocked, but quickly regained his composure
and suggested that we leave so I could tell him the entire prophecy.
MIKE: How did this vision take place?
SHELLEY: This one happened differently, I would definitely call this a
prophecy because it tells of something that will take place in the future.
Seeing and understanding this prophecy happened over weeks. During this time, I
would have visions that I was not myself, nor had knowledge of myself, but was
living completely as someone else for the time period of the prophecy. I didn’t
realize the consequences or significance of that until it all came to a head in
the video store. I would just be these other people for a few minutes or seconds
in the prophecy, and then sort of forget and just be myself, until it happened
again. In the video store it all played together and I realized that I had had a
prophecy of the end of times.
MIKE: What did you feel and what were the experiences that you had those
couple of weeks leading up to that time in the video store?
SHELLEY: I’m not sure why it happened the way it did. I am sure, however,
that God set it up to happen that way for a reason. In the time leading up to
finally understanding the final prophecy, in the video store, I had spent time
as different people going through the end of time.
MIKE: Going through the end of time. Do you mean the actual event of the end
of times?
SHELLEY: Yes
MIKE: Like the final event, judgment day, when everyone is called to be
judged, is that what you mean?
SHELLEY: I’m going to say, that as I understood it, it was an absolute
judgment. I went through it as different people.
MIKE: So we can’t say it was the one referenced in the Bible? Were you told
that it was the one in the Bible or given any clear indication?
SHELLEY: I was not given a reference. What I do know is that, as I went
through these experiences as different people and was given the consequences as
each of them for my actions in these experiences, the judgments were
forever.
MIKE: Can you give me an example of how it happened?
SHELLEY: First I experienced life as each of these different people over the
few week time span without true understanding of what it meant. When it all came
together at the video store, and I was finally able to understand and tell you,
these visions were put into place. I was able to see and understand the entire
concept at that point. I understood, as each person, that there was a horrible,
deafening sound and vibration. I knew for an absolute fact, as each of those
people, that everything was coming to an end. The sound and vibration were meant
to signal that. I understood what it signified, and everyone around me, in each
scenario, seemed to understand as well.
MIKE: Was there any prior warning to the sound and vibration?
SHELLEY: No. What we all knew was that the world was coming to an end. This
is something that, unless you have had this experience, you could never
understand. I, as that person, and everyone around me, knew that absolutely
everything that we knew, understood, and had experienced on this planet had come
to a forever end. There was no prior knowledge, not one person knew ahead of
time, but we all knew absolutely that it was the end at the same time.
Some people screamed, moaned, and howled in disbelief. Others bowed their heads
or kneeled, but everyone knew. Humans looked at each other and there was no
doubt as to what this was. Everyone around me in each scenario just
knew.
MIKE: So it was something that perhaps their spirit was waiting for?
Something that they knew would arrive someday?
SHELLEY: I’m not even going to use conjecture. I am literally going to say
that there was an event, a sound and vibration that everyone, judging by their
reaction, knew. I, as I experienced this event as each of those people, just
knew within my heart and soul that everything was at an end. Nothing
would be now.
MIKE: And that was at the video store?
SHELLEY: Yes, it was at the video store that everything came together in one
prophecy.
MIKE: Can you give an example of one of the lives that you lived? Were you
actually them? Were you watching them like a play?
SHELLEY: No, I actually was them as I went through it.
MIKE: Their thoughts, their emotions, everything?
SHELLEY: I had no concept of being myself whatsoever while I was in it, being
them was my absolute reality. I knew no other reality, except that I was them
living their life.
MIKE: Can you give me examples of as many of these lives as you can
remember?
SHELLEY: In the first situation that I remember, I was a middle age business
man. I even remember what I looked like. I was in my 40’s or 50’s. I was very
successful. To me, as that person, this is how the end of time came. I knew it
was the end of time. I heard the sound and vibration as I was at the office and
then, I knew nothing. I knew nothing about my physical situation as that man.
MIKE: What do you mean you knew nothing about your physical situation? Were
you still him?
SHELLEY: Yes I was still him, but he no longer remembered anything about
himself, his past, what he had done, or even having a body. As him, I had no
hopes and dreams of the future. I was an essence of him trapped in a form that
felt like a bubble shape or teardrop. I had no physical presence. I was just a
knowledge.
MIKE: Would you go as far as saying in spirit form?
SHELLEY: I don’t know. The only knowledge I had is that I was there in that
teardrop. I knew I didn’t remember anything that had happened to me before, not
members of my family, not what I had done. At that moment the only thing that I
knew is that I kept trying to make up desperate excuses, but I didn’t even know
for what or to what. It was completely black. I knew it was
forever.
There were no chances, there was no one to talk to. There was no one else. I
was there completely alone. I was completely solidified as myself, that man. I
tried to make excuses for myself. The only things I could say was, "But I…"
"Well I…" What about…" "I was…," but then there was no knowledge to pull the
information from to finish these thoughts or excuses. This was all I knew. It
was such torture not even understanding what to do next in the darkness and
absolute aloneness. There was no hope. I won’t even say it was dark because I
had no physical body. It was a lack of everything. There was nothing except for
my desperation for something. I knew this would never end.
MIKE: Would you say that this represents ego?
SHELLEY: As I understand, it is a person totally depending on themselves that
has blamed others for their actions as opposed to trying to be the best them
that they can be, or to do well by others. I had the knowledge that this was a
self serving person. At that point they were locked into nothing but self
serving, they had nothing else, NOTHING, and there was no way out or even
knowledge to know to get out.
MIKE: Could they see outside of the teardrop?
SHELLEY: There was no knowledge of outside of the teardrop. There was no
concept of there ever even being an outside. No concept of anyone they had ever
known or what they had been, not even the knowledge that they had been a person.
There was just this raging desire and desperation to explain something, but with
no knowledge of before or after.
MIKE: Do you take this to mean a person who didn’t live their life to the
fullest or in God’s way?
SHELLEY: If you want to say "in God’s way" or "Away from God’s way," meaning
self serving or not, I’m going to say yes. I am going to go as far as to say a
person who served themselves. Instead of looking in, to make themselves better,
they blamed everything they did on the circumstances of their lives and the
people around them. The knowledge of everything they had done and everyone they
had known was gone from them at this point. But the excuses to try to get out of
the desperation, to be better, but without even the knowledge of what better
was, was all that was left. It was the deepest, most desolate sadness I have
ever experienced. And there was no thought or knowledge of anything else. That
is all there was.
MIKE: And then what happened to that person?
SHELLEY: I just knew that it would be that way forever.
MIKE: You saw nothing else, you couldn’t see into the future? Would it last a
day? A week? Years?
SHELLEY: As that person, I knew it was just forever. It was the worst sorrow
and grieving I had ever known. I didn’t even know what it was for. I just wanted
to rip myself apart. Not physically, I didn’t have hands, but that sorrow,
grief, and rage were torturous. I had no way to fight it. I had no knowledge of
what had been or would be, hopes, or ideas. It was just forever. This was my
existence.
MIKE: How long did this last? How long did you experience being this
person?
SHELLEY: I would say it probably happened in a day for me on and off. I don’t
really have a concept of the time frame. I remember this, "being other people,"
happened over weeks, and then culminated in the final prophecy. It all came
together as one concept in the video store.
MIKE: But all of these different lives or experiences that you went through,
were they very draining on you, happening over weeks?
SHELLEY: Yes, I was absolutely exhausted, but couldn’t put it all together
until I saw the whole thing. It was just weeks of exhaustion and fragmented
concepts.
MIKE: Can you give another example of another person you were?
SHELLEY: Sure, I know that I was a child in another experience.
MIKE: Can you tell me about that?
SHELLEY: Well, actually, being that child is the reason that I call this the
waterfall. The man in the bubble of himself was the teardrop, and what happened
with the child represents the waterfall. There was only the briefest of a vision
here. This one happened so quickly. I had a concept of being that child. I knew
that the end had come, I had that brief, brief knowledge, but never even
quantified it or what it meant. I just knew it. It was like I literally just
rose up on water and slipped right over the other side of the waterfall. I was
joyous the whole time. There was no fear at all, just a brief understanding that
it was happening and absolute joy as a response. There was no fear of what was
to come, not a moments hesitation. It was as if I just went from trumpet
sounding and vibration straight through, up and over, and became part of that
waterfall. I had complete acceptance. It was so fast.
MIKE: And then it was over?
SHELLEY: Yes, it was just over. It lasted only seconds. But again, as this
person, this child, I knew that it was forever. Once I slipped over into that
other side, the hard part if you could even call it a hard part because there
wasn’t a moment of fear or hesitation, was just over, and then, whoop…I was on
the other side, part of the waterfall. I call it the waterfall, because if you
can image tons of droplets, but instead of being like that one alone teardrop,
this is millions that choose to not keep their aloneness, but while not having
reference of what they were, choose to give up that boundary of aloneness and
become one thing, like droplets of water becoming a huge beautiful waterfall.
There is one purpose, no need to question, have grief or conflict, just one
purpose all together. For that child there was no hesitation, question, or fear
to join that. Just an immediate surrender into the joy of it.
It was absolute bliss, and it was forever.
MIKE: That’s great. Well that is quite a contrast between the middle aged
businessman and the child. Were there any other lives that you experienced?
SHELLEY: Yes, there were. I can’t remember, by the way, if the child was male
or female. It just happened too fast, but I knew it was a child.
In the third experience I was a woman in my mid to late 20s, maybe early
30’s. I had a brief flash of being her at the time of the huge sound and
vibration. I have said before that it was a trumpet, but it was like nothing I
have ever heard on earth. I could feel it all the way through me. A trumpet
blast is the only thing I can think of to compare it to. When I heard and felt
this, I had the understanding, and I knew that everyone else understood as well,
that this was the end of everything we had known.
This one happened similarly to what happened with the child, but it lasted
longer because I had adult understanding, I think. I’m saying that because I did
kind of think through this. Again, like the child and the first man, I was
separate unto myself. I knew nothing else around me, I knew only myself in that
reserve tear drop or bubble. I was just the essence of myself. I didn’t know
what had come before, what would come after, or what my physical body was, I was
only the very essence of me. It was just like the other experiences. I wasn’t
even a question I was asked like, " Will you stay unto yourself and go into
dark, or give yourself over to God?" There was no question, but I remember
stopping as the complete essence of myself and then, it was as if I just
dissolved the boundary around me and made the decision to absolutely give myself
over to God.
At that time I went like the child and merged with that huge blissful energy.
As the essence of myself, I didn’t even know that energy existed, or that I had
to do or decide anything. I just did it naturally. I joined the millions of
other drops to make up that "waterfall." There was a brief instant of time where
I was alone and then made that decision, but again, I had no prior life to
depend on or remembrance of myself or what I had done, or prompting to know to
do this.
MIKE: So there wasn’t much ego there?
SHELLEY: I’m not going to say ego. Well, maybe so in the fact that I became
that alone droplet. I was alone as only the essence of myself. Even the child
did this, but only for a split second, it was a longer time period with the
woman. The difference was that it was almost like the child was just led through
it, immediately changing from one form to the next. . As the adults, I had to
decide, but with no idea of the question or prompting. As that adult, as the
droplet I became, I naturally just knew, was forged into being, so that I could
open myself up and give myself completely to God. So there were no, "But I…" "I
did…" excuses. I just knew somehow to open up and let go to God. There was no
one asking me questions or showing me my life, it was literally, " What was I?"
MIKE: So it was pretty cut and dry. You either did it or you didn’t.
SHELLEY: Yes, you know how sometimes you hear that you will get to the end
and your life will be reviewed event by event? This wasn’t what I saw, but every
event that had taken place for you on earth mattered, that made you what you
literally were or were not at that time. No one asked you questions or showed
you anything. You had no reference point or even knew what you had been.
MIKE: So you had no defense for yourself?
SHELLEY: No. You were what you were, and what you chose to do at that point,
with out being asked or prompted was decided by what you were. You didn’t even
know enough to know there was a choice.
MIKE: Would you say that you were a sum of all of your spirit’s lifetimes
going into the judgment?
SHELLEY: I will only go with what I physically saw and experienced. I am not
going to speak on reincarnation or length of time of a spirit. That is not what
the vision or prophecy was about. It was about a single human lifetime having a
physical existence and making choices in that experience, and then knowing it
was the end of time. Suddenly, I was nothing but the essence of my experiences
on earth as that person, with no memories, no reference points, no knowledge
that there even was a God at that time.
There was no knowledge such as, "What did I do to that person in grade three?
, or even that I had had a body. I saw no open book referencing all of the
things that I had done, but I know now that as each of those people that I was,
and each of the decisions I made in my life as those people, were crucial in me
being able to make that decision. At that time though, all I knew was that I was
the very essence of myself alone with no other knowledge.
I wasn’t even asked a question like, "Do you want to follow God?" I literally
just knew to do it, or I did not. There were no questions.
MIKE: So these were just humans then. Everyone that you experienced being
lived on earth?
SHELLEY: They were all humans on earth when it began, knowing that it was the
end of time, and then people separate unto themselves with out a physical body
or any other knowledge.
MIKE: Were there any other experiences?
SHELLEY: I didn’t experience being anyone else. As these things took place, I
was just each of those people living through it. It wasn’t like you could look
around and see this happening to other people. You didn’t even know there was an
around to look at. It was the ultimate in a solitary experience. I was only
those three people, one at a time, with no knowledge of anything but that.
MIKE: Is there anything else that you can think of concerning the physical
light or darkness that would distinguish the two?
SHELLEY: Yes, as the person that made the decision to turn over, or like the
child that was literally led there, it felt so natural. It was just the most
joyous thing to merge into that waterfall. I saw for the briefest second, as
that woman and child, after letting go and merging, that everything goes
together and works perfectly. There was beautiful light, complete radiance. It
was joyous, magnificent. I had no concept of any physical body, just as when I
was that person who was condensed into the essence of myself. As the waterfall
was joyous and forever, the teardrop was just the opposite, eternal sorrow and
grief. Both emotions were forever and all being.
MIKE: What do you mean about condensed human form?
SHELLEY: I see these visions. They are given to me as complete concepts that
I understand. The understanding that I had of this prophecy, was that the way
these people acted at the end of time was literally them "forged" through the
interactions and choices they made in their day to day lives.
For example, did they follow the word of God and act with love and
compassion? It wasn’t about being judged on each of the things that they had
done, but once they knew nothing, was it forged into their being and their soul
to know to let go and give themselves completely over to God? This was an
understanding that you could come to if you had lived a life where you had done
that, a life where you had tried to follow God’s way. These are the reasons that
He gives us the rules that He does for our behavior. If we strive to follow them
in our everyday interactions we will be "forged" into someone who can make that
submission. You and I won’t be perfect every time. We were build as humans with
the expectation that we would have to try over and over, this allows us practice
to learn.
The opposite would be serving yourself and judging others, looking at the
things they are doing instead of looking into yourself and taking persona
responsibly for your actions to become as you need to be to submit to God’s
will. In this case you would be learning to literally come up with excuses, and
at that end, when you don’t know of other people or your interaction with them,
the only thing you will have forged into, is a being that will use these excuses
instead of turning yourself over to God. You won’t have the innate humility to
turn yourself over. It will not be forged into you because you didn’t try and
practice doing it when you were able in your daily interactions.
Again, I didn’t see that you have to be perfect, but you do have to want to
try so that you will be forged a person able to submit. It’s not about whether
you look good to others or not. It’s not about who saw you do what, what
religion you belong to, or if the church gives you awards. You won’t remember
these things when it comes to that time.
You won’t remember the rituals you used in your religion or your interactions
with people. You will literally be what you are forged to be during your
interactions so that you are able to know, without prompting, to turn yourself
over to God. Were you humble enough to just do what God said in your life? Are
you able to put yourself aside and put God’s will first? What you decide will be
forever.
You will, eternally, lock yourself into one of two existences. Each will
still be a part of God, but which existence, or part, depends on what you have
forged yourself to be in your lifetime. No one does it to, or for you, it is
literally what you have become, through your own choices and experiences, in
your soul.
Described in Question and Answer Format
between Mike and Shelley
This prophecy took place over the time span of a few weeks, here and there,
in the fall of 2007. I remember when I had the final prophecy and it brought all
of the pieces together. Up until that time, I didn’t even mention these
happenings to Mike. I just had the barest concept that they were happening. Then
in one evening, oddly during a trip to our local video dealer, I had the full
and final Prophecy. I remember looking at Mike and saying, "I have seen and
lived the end of times."
He looked, understandably, a bit shocked, but quickly regained his composure
and suggested that we leave so I could tell him the entire prophecy.
MIKE: How did this vision take place?
SHELLEY: This one happened differently, I would definitely call this a
prophecy because it tells of something that will take place in the future.
Seeing and understanding this prophecy happened over weeks. During this time, I
would have visions that I was not myself, nor had knowledge of myself, but was
living completely as someone else for the time period of the prophecy. I didn’t
realize the consequences or significance of that until it all came to a head in
the video store. I would just be these other people for a few minutes or seconds
in the prophecy, and then sort of forget and just be myself, until it happened
again. In the video store it all played together and I realized that I had had a
prophecy of the end of times.
MIKE: What did you feel and what were the experiences that you had those
couple of weeks leading up to that time in the video store?
SHELLEY: I’m not sure why it happened the way it did. I am sure, however,
that God set it up to happen that way for a reason. In the time leading up to
finally understanding the final prophecy, in the video store, I had spent time
as different people going through the end of time.
MIKE: Going through the end of time. Do you mean the actual event of the end
of times?
SHELLEY: Yes
MIKE: Like the final event, judgment day, when everyone is called to be
judged, is that what you mean?
SHELLEY: I’m going to say, that as I understood it, it was an absolute
judgment. I went through it as different people.
MIKE: So we can’t say it was the one referenced in the Bible? Were you told
that it was the one in the Bible or given any clear indication?
SHELLEY: I was not given a reference. What I do know is that, as I went
through these experiences as different people and was given the consequences as
each of them for my actions in these experiences, the judgments were
forever.
MIKE: Can you give me an example of how it happened?
SHELLEY: First I experienced life as each of these different people over the
few week time span without true understanding of what it meant. When it all came
together at the video store, and I was finally able to understand and tell you,
these visions were put into place. I was able to see and understand the entire
concept at that point. I understood, as each person, that there was a horrible,
deafening sound and vibration. I knew for an absolute fact, as each of those
people, that everything was coming to an end. The sound and vibration were meant
to signal that. I understood what it signified, and everyone around me, in each
scenario, seemed to understand as well.
MIKE: Was there any prior warning to the sound and vibration?
SHELLEY: No. What we all knew was that the world was coming to an end. This
is something that, unless you have had this experience, you could never
understand. I, as that person, and everyone around me, knew that absolutely
everything that we knew, understood, and had experienced on this planet had come
to a forever end. There was no prior knowledge, not one person knew ahead of
time, but we all knew absolutely that it was the end at the same time.
Some people screamed, moaned, and howled in disbelief. Others bowed their heads
or kneeled, but everyone knew. Humans looked at each other and there was no
doubt as to what this was. Everyone around me in each scenario just
knew.
MIKE: So it was something that perhaps their spirit was waiting for?
Something that they knew would arrive someday?
SHELLEY: I’m not even going to use conjecture. I am literally going to say
that there was an event, a sound and vibration that everyone, judging by their
reaction, knew. I, as I experienced this event as each of those people, just
knew within my heart and soul that everything was at an end. Nothing
would be now.
MIKE: And that was at the video store?
SHELLEY: Yes, it was at the video store that everything came together in one
prophecy.
MIKE: Can you give an example of one of the lives that you lived? Were you
actually them? Were you watching them like a play?
SHELLEY: No, I actually was them as I went through it.
MIKE: Their thoughts, their emotions, everything?
SHELLEY: I had no concept of being myself whatsoever while I was in it, being
them was my absolute reality. I knew no other reality, except that I was them
living their life.
MIKE: Can you give me examples of as many of these lives as you can
remember?
SHELLEY: In the first situation that I remember, I was a middle age business
man. I even remember what I looked like. I was in my 40’s or 50’s. I was very
successful. To me, as that person, this is how the end of time came. I knew it
was the end of time. I heard the sound and vibration as I was at the office and
then, I knew nothing. I knew nothing about my physical situation as that man.
MIKE: What do you mean you knew nothing about your physical situation? Were
you still him?
SHELLEY: Yes I was still him, but he no longer remembered anything about
himself, his past, what he had done, or even having a body. As him, I had no
hopes and dreams of the future. I was an essence of him trapped in a form that
felt like a bubble shape or teardrop. I had no physical presence. I was just a
knowledge.
MIKE: Would you go as far as saying in spirit form?
SHELLEY: I don’t know. The only knowledge I had is that I was there in that
teardrop. I knew I didn’t remember anything that had happened to me before, not
members of my family, not what I had done. At that moment the only thing that I
knew is that I kept trying to make up desperate excuses, but I didn’t even know
for what or to what. It was completely black. I knew it was
forever.
There were no chances, there was no one to talk to. There was no one else. I
was there completely alone. I was completely solidified as myself, that man. I
tried to make excuses for myself. The only things I could say was, "But I…"
"Well I…" What about…" "I was…," but then there was no knowledge to pull the
information from to finish these thoughts or excuses. This was all I knew. It
was such torture not even understanding what to do next in the darkness and
absolute aloneness. There was no hope. I won’t even say it was dark because I
had no physical body. It was a lack of everything. There was nothing except for
my desperation for something. I knew this would never end.
MIKE: Would you say that this represents ego?
SHELLEY: As I understand, it is a person totally depending on themselves that
has blamed others for their actions as opposed to trying to be the best them
that they can be, or to do well by others. I had the knowledge that this was a
self serving person. At that point they were locked into nothing but self
serving, they had nothing else, NOTHING, and there was no way out or even
knowledge to know to get out.
MIKE: Could they see outside of the teardrop?
SHELLEY: There was no knowledge of outside of the teardrop. There was no
concept of there ever even being an outside. No concept of anyone they had ever
known or what they had been, not even the knowledge that they had been a person.
There was just this raging desire and desperation to explain something, but with
no knowledge of before or after.
MIKE: Do you take this to mean a person who didn’t live their life to the
fullest or in God’s way?
SHELLEY: If you want to say "in God’s way" or "Away from God’s way," meaning
self serving or not, I’m going to say yes. I am going to go as far as to say a
person who served themselves. Instead of looking in, to make themselves better,
they blamed everything they did on the circumstances of their lives and the
people around them. The knowledge of everything they had done and everyone they
had known was gone from them at this point. But the excuses to try to get out of
the desperation, to be better, but without even the knowledge of what better
was, was all that was left. It was the deepest, most desolate sadness I have
ever experienced. And there was no thought or knowledge of anything else. That
is all there was.
MIKE: And then what happened to that person?
SHELLEY: I just knew that it would be that way forever.
MIKE: You saw nothing else, you couldn’t see into the future? Would it last a
day? A week? Years?
SHELLEY: As that person, I knew it was just forever. It was the worst sorrow
and grieving I had ever known. I didn’t even know what it was for. I just wanted
to rip myself apart. Not physically, I didn’t have hands, but that sorrow,
grief, and rage were torturous. I had no way to fight it. I had no knowledge of
what had been or would be, hopes, or ideas. It was just forever. This was my
existence.
MIKE: How long did this last? How long did you experience being this
person?
SHELLEY: I would say it probably happened in a day for me on and off. I don’t
really have a concept of the time frame. I remember this, "being other people,"
happened over weeks, and then culminated in the final prophecy. It all came
together as one concept in the video store.
MIKE: But all of these different lives or experiences that you went through,
were they very draining on you, happening over weeks?
SHELLEY: Yes, I was absolutely exhausted, but couldn’t put it all together
until I saw the whole thing. It was just weeks of exhaustion and fragmented
concepts.
MIKE: Can you give another example of another person you were?
SHELLEY: Sure, I know that I was a child in another experience.
MIKE: Can you tell me about that?
SHELLEY: Well, actually, being that child is the reason that I call this the
waterfall. The man in the bubble of himself was the teardrop, and what happened
with the child represents the waterfall. There was only the briefest of a vision
here. This one happened so quickly. I had a concept of being that child. I knew
that the end had come, I had that brief, brief knowledge, but never even
quantified it or what it meant. I just knew it. It was like I literally just
rose up on water and slipped right over the other side of the waterfall. I was
joyous the whole time. There was no fear at all, just a brief understanding that
it was happening and absolute joy as a response. There was no fear of what was
to come, not a moments hesitation. It was as if I just went from trumpet
sounding and vibration straight through, up and over, and became part of that
waterfall. I had complete acceptance. It was so fast.
MIKE: And then it was over?
SHELLEY: Yes, it was just over. It lasted only seconds. But again, as this
person, this child, I knew that it was forever. Once I slipped over into that
other side, the hard part if you could even call it a hard part because there
wasn’t a moment of fear or hesitation, was just over, and then, whoop…I was on
the other side, part of the waterfall. I call it the waterfall, because if you
can image tons of droplets, but instead of being like that one alone teardrop,
this is millions that choose to not keep their aloneness, but while not having
reference of what they were, choose to give up that boundary of aloneness and
become one thing, like droplets of water becoming a huge beautiful waterfall.
There is one purpose, no need to question, have grief or conflict, just one
purpose all together. For that child there was no hesitation, question, or fear
to join that. Just an immediate surrender into the joy of it.
It was absolute bliss, and it was forever.
MIKE: That’s great. Well that is quite a contrast between the middle aged
businessman and the child. Were there any other lives that you experienced?
SHELLEY: Yes, there were. I can’t remember, by the way, if the child was male
or female. It just happened too fast, but I knew it was a child.
In the third experience I was a woman in my mid to late 20s, maybe early
30’s. I had a brief flash of being her at the time of the huge sound and
vibration. I have said before that it was a trumpet, but it was like nothing I
have ever heard on earth. I could feel it all the way through me. A trumpet
blast is the only thing I can think of to compare it to. When I heard and felt
this, I had the understanding, and I knew that everyone else understood as well,
that this was the end of everything we had known.
This one happened similarly to what happened with the child, but it lasted
longer because I had adult understanding, I think. I’m saying that because I did
kind of think through this. Again, like the child and the first man, I was
separate unto myself. I knew nothing else around me, I knew only myself in that
reserve tear drop or bubble. I was just the essence of myself. I didn’t know
what had come before, what would come after, or what my physical body was, I was
only the very essence of me. It was just like the other experiences. I wasn’t
even a question I was asked like, " Will you stay unto yourself and go into
dark, or give yourself over to God?" There was no question, but I remember
stopping as the complete essence of myself and then, it was as if I just
dissolved the boundary around me and made the decision to absolutely give myself
over to God.
At that time I went like the child and merged with that huge blissful energy.
As the essence of myself, I didn’t even know that energy existed, or that I had
to do or decide anything. I just did it naturally. I joined the millions of
other drops to make up that "waterfall." There was a brief instant of time where
I was alone and then made that decision, but again, I had no prior life to
depend on or remembrance of myself or what I had done, or prompting to know to
do this.
MIKE: So there wasn’t much ego there?
SHELLEY: I’m not going to say ego. Well, maybe so in the fact that I became
that alone droplet. I was alone as only the essence of myself. Even the child
did this, but only for a split second, it was a longer time period with the
woman. The difference was that it was almost like the child was just led through
it, immediately changing from one form to the next. . As the adults, I had to
decide, but with no idea of the question or prompting. As that adult, as the
droplet I became, I naturally just knew, was forged into being, so that I could
open myself up and give myself completely to God. So there were no, "But I…" "I
did…" excuses. I just knew somehow to open up and let go to God. There was no
one asking me questions or showing me my life, it was literally, " What was I?"
MIKE: So it was pretty cut and dry. You either did it or you didn’t.
SHELLEY: Yes, you know how sometimes you hear that you will get to the end
and your life will be reviewed event by event? This wasn’t what I saw, but every
event that had taken place for you on earth mattered, that made you what you
literally were or were not at that time. No one asked you questions or showed
you anything. You had no reference point or even knew what you had been.
MIKE: So you had no defense for yourself?
SHELLEY: No. You were what you were, and what you chose to do at that point,
with out being asked or prompted was decided by what you were. You didn’t even
know enough to know there was a choice.
MIKE: Would you say that you were a sum of all of your spirit’s lifetimes
going into the judgment?
SHELLEY: I will only go with what I physically saw and experienced. I am not
going to speak on reincarnation or length of time of a spirit. That is not what
the vision or prophecy was about. It was about a single human lifetime having a
physical existence and making choices in that experience, and then knowing it
was the end of time. Suddenly, I was nothing but the essence of my experiences
on earth as that person, with no memories, no reference points, no knowledge
that there even was a God at that time.
There was no knowledge such as, "What did I do to that person in grade three?
, or even that I had had a body. I saw no open book referencing all of the
things that I had done, but I know now that as each of those people that I was,
and each of the decisions I made in my life as those people, were crucial in me
being able to make that decision. At that time though, all I knew was that I was
the very essence of myself alone with no other knowledge.
I wasn’t even asked a question like, "Do you want to follow God?" I literally
just knew to do it, or I did not. There were no questions.
MIKE: So these were just humans then. Everyone that you experienced being
lived on earth?
SHELLEY: They were all humans on earth when it began, knowing that it was the
end of time, and then people separate unto themselves with out a physical body
or any other knowledge.
MIKE: Were there any other experiences?
SHELLEY: I didn’t experience being anyone else. As these things took place, I
was just each of those people living through it. It wasn’t like you could look
around and see this happening to other people. You didn’t even know there was an
around to look at. It was the ultimate in a solitary experience. I was only
those three people, one at a time, with no knowledge of anything but that.
MIKE: Is there anything else that you can think of concerning the physical
light or darkness that would distinguish the two?
SHELLEY: Yes, as the person that made the decision to turn over, or like the
child that was literally led there, it felt so natural. It was just the most
joyous thing to merge into that waterfall. I saw for the briefest second, as
that woman and child, after letting go and merging, that everything goes
together and works perfectly. There was beautiful light, complete radiance. It
was joyous, magnificent. I had no concept of any physical body, just as when I
was that person who was condensed into the essence of myself. As the waterfall
was joyous and forever, the teardrop was just the opposite, eternal sorrow and
grief. Both emotions were forever and all being.
MIKE: What do you mean about condensed human form?
SHELLEY: I see these visions. They are given to me as complete concepts that
I understand. The understanding that I had of this prophecy, was that the way
these people acted at the end of time was literally them "forged" through the
interactions and choices they made in their day to day lives.
For example, did they follow the word of God and act with love and
compassion? It wasn’t about being judged on each of the things that they had
done, but once they knew nothing, was it forged into their being and their soul
to know to let go and give themselves completely over to God? This was an
understanding that you could come to if you had lived a life where you had done
that, a life where you had tried to follow God’s way. These are the reasons that
He gives us the rules that He does for our behavior. If we strive to follow them
in our everyday interactions we will be "forged" into someone who can make that
submission. You and I won’t be perfect every time. We were build as humans with
the expectation that we would have to try over and over, this allows us practice
to learn.
The opposite would be serving yourself and judging others, looking at the
things they are doing instead of looking into yourself and taking persona
responsibly for your actions to become as you need to be to submit to God’s
will. In this case you would be learning to literally come up with excuses, and
at that end, when you don’t know of other people or your interaction with them,
the only thing you will have forged into, is a being that will use these excuses
instead of turning yourself over to God. You won’t have the innate humility to
turn yourself over. It will not be forged into you because you didn’t try and
practice doing it when you were able in your daily interactions.
Again, I didn’t see that you have to be perfect, but you do have to want to
try so that you will be forged a person able to submit. It’s not about whether
you look good to others or not. It’s not about who saw you do what, what
religion you belong to, or if the church gives you awards. You won’t remember
these things when it comes to that time.
You won’t remember the rituals you used in your religion or your interactions
with people. You will literally be what you are forged to be during your
interactions so that you are able to know, without prompting, to turn yourself
over to God. Were you humble enough to just do what God said in your life? Are
you able to put yourself aside and put God’s will first? What you decide will be
forever.
You will, eternally, lock yourself into one of two existences. Each will
still be a part of God, but which existence, or part, depends on what you have
forged yourself to be in your lifetime. No one does it to, or for you, it is
literally what you have become, through your own choices and experiences, in
your soul.